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Andrei Atanasov's avatar

So wonderful, and wonderfully evocative.

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Jeff Hartzer's avatar

Since posting, how many mass shootings have exploded?

Your father and you had some good moments in there.

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Rebecca F Reuter Puerto's avatar

Love this length - sort of flash memoir or flash essay. Why do fiction writers have to have all the fun?!

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Michael Mohr's avatar

Um. Wow. This is potent. Highly admirable when an author can pack so strong of a literary punch in so few words. Laconic describes it; powerful embodies it.

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Arjan Tupan's avatar

Beautiful. Thanks for sharing this experience. I admire how effective your writing is. You tell an epic story in so few words. Magical.

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Mae's avatar

It doesn’t play a short musical tune before you begin speaking anymore?

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Steve Lovelace's avatar

Weapons are primal, but so are gathering baskets. Hunting for food is instinctual, hunting for trophies just seems irrational.

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Amy144's avatar

So glad neither or you shot them. Rats belong in a Dump. Also they're intelligent, and they giggle.

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Sherman Alexie's avatar

Well, I also have a series of poems about my long battle with the rats who invaded our crawlspace in Seattle a decade ago!

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Amy144's avatar

I get it. Unlike a dump, a house is not a good space for rats, and that's a difficult situation. Idk what I'd do. I've used humane traps for mice, but it was only a matter of one at a time, years apart, not an invasion, so it was easy enough to catch and release. And the mice were so happy to be released in a brushy field/forested area that needed mice.

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Sherman Alexie's avatar

I tried humane traps. Didn't work. Then I bought mean traps and baited them with peanut butter. I let them sit for a week then checked them out. Only one of the traps had been touched. The peanut butter on the spring was eaten gone...and was replaced by a rat poop. Clever, sarcastic rat. Then I hired a professional.

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Amy144's avatar

lol re the clever rat

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yvonne's avatar

"a bare echo" got to me as well. In the movie version of this, I see the wispy veil of time gone by barely illuminating the son and father as they bring down food for their people waiting at home. No high 5s or loud yelping, just a silent gratitude for full bellies for another day.

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Sherman Alexie's avatar

That’s a nice scene.

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KJ's avatar

Looks like Dad fed you some gentleness that day.

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Sherman Alexie's avatar

My father was shy and gentle, even in the middle of a drinking binge.

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Elena Solow's avatar

Loveshort essays, poems etc. I had only shot a gun once and it was a BB gun in Mexico. I shot it to scare a person that had entered my palm hut at night. It scared them off. And I did shoot a chicken that was in my garden. Yikes. The only gun I liked was my Roy Rogers cap pistol I had when I was nine. I loved it but has long disappeared. Lots of idiots love guns. The second amendment e t does not give anyone to carry a gun. Read it. Grrrr.

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Sherman Alexie's avatar

I played war often as a kid. I still play war with board games and video games.

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Ann-Marie Stillion's avatar

What our fathers teach us.

I know, especially as a white person, not to talk warm and fuzzy about Indians being spiritually special anymore but it's a shame. I am grateful for this story. Because I am certain in the lore of time that the deepest spirituality can be found in the darkest and dirtiest places like the Dump! There is something so ancient in this flash in the pan story. Somebody showed me how to shoot a gun in a place in the woods and I never touched one again either. It was just too loud. This story is so soft and warm and I can feel you and your Dad out there. It's like a prayer.

As for how long? The length or size of any work of art has its own needs. I would say just start there. Who cares about the internet.

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Sherman Alexie's avatar

I think the problems start when it's assumed that Native spiritual practices are more valuable or honest or true than others.

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Kate Bradley's avatar

Just grateful. Thanks.

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Sherman Alexie's avatar

Thank you, Kate.

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Annie's avatar

Thank you. That was beautiful and tender and brought tears to my eyes...even the lowliest of vermin life has meaning. I'm glad you had the bonding experience without the carnage. Perhaps that's one of the elements that makes a poet.

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Sherman Alexie's avatar

Thank you, Annie.

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Burleigh Muten's avatar

"A bare echo"

The toy Indians...

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Terry Freedman's avatar

This has a much nicer feel than those movie scenes where the father and his son go out killing things just for the so-called manliness of the experience.

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Sherman Alexie's avatar

As I thought more about the essay, I think I learned that day more about the difference between hunting for food and hunting for sport.

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Mary Kay's avatar

I can see that thought in what you wrote. Reminds me of the stories of my youth...and what they mean.

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