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Last night, as I traveled from Newark Airport into Manhattan, I thought to call Bob, my poetry editor, in Brooklyn to let him know that I’d arrived. I’d made that same call dozens of times during my literary career. But I couldn’t make that call last night because Bob isn’t alive to answer the phone. He died two years ago. So I ask my driver to cross to the other side of Manhattan and drive north on the FDR so I can see the Brooklyn Bridge. It’s a serious detour and will cost me more but I suddenly know that greeting the bridge will be my new way of letting Bob know that I’ve arrived. Hello, Bridge. Hello, Brooklyn. Hello, Bob. Dear Bob, I know you didn’t believe in ghosts but I’m going to change you into a ghost walking your Brooklyn Bridge. You loved that bridge. And I love the thought of you being irritated that I’ve transformed you into a ghost. “Sherman,” you’d say. “You know I don’t believe in this shit.” But then you’d pause, consider the implications of ghosthood, and realize that you get to walk the Brooklyn Bridge for the rest of time. And then you’d smile and make plans. Bob, I’m going to pretend that your ghost spends his days and nights whispering poems into the ears of strangers on the bridge. I’ll pretend that you especially enjoy whispering to the serious tight-ass poets of New York City. “Hey,” you’ll say to them. “The world is corrupt, barren, and busted but it’s also superb and bursting with so much goddamn beauty that the whole goddamn world becomes the Brooklyn Bridge illuminated by a thousand thousand lights. And, buddy, you better learn before you die that everything is goddamn hilarious, especially the afterlife.”
No words to say how much I love this and how much it moves me.
I liked the poem and the idea. When I want to talk to my Dad, I go to the place where he worked for over 40 years. It's a antique shop now; but it used to be a boat company. As I walk "admiring the antiques, NOT," I carry on a conversation with him. This was the place that he could be himself - not at home. I like the idea of choosing a place (not always a grave) for talking to the departed.