During Covid
poem
During Covid In large numbers, the wild rabbits arrived in our neighborhood and have multiplied. I see one or two every time that I exit our home. Once, on a walk, my wife and I found a baby rabbit, incompetently hidden or abandoned or perhaps its mother had been taken by a serial- killer cat—every cat is a serial killer. There was nothing we could do for that baby. Animal rescue wouldn't come for one baby barely bigger than a thumb and we didn't have the time or expertise necessary to care for it. And, frankly, we didn't have enough compassion—some might call it codependence. There are dozens of wild rabbits in the neighborhood, maybe hundreds. One death wasn't a threat to any population. The next day, I walked by the place where we'd seen that baby. It was gone, taken away by something. I sighed. I said a little prayer for that poor thing and then went about the rest of my day. But, four years later, I still think about that baby. It remains a part of my life as a reminder of the many times when I've made cold decisions in this cold world— of the many times when each of us choose cruelty over kindness and curse instead of bless.



In the scheme of things...that rabbit was a small moment.
In the scheme of things...that rabbit was EVERYTHING.
For all of us.
Very vulnerable share...
This hit hard, as someone who was hit by long COVID and continues to mask as a result, both out of self preservation and a desire to not risk passing this burden on to anyone. It is hard to witness the cold choices people around us make -- pretending the pandemic is over being one of them. When Fauci said "...even though you'll find the vulnerable will fall by the wayside, they'll get infected, they'll get hospitalized, and some will die. It's not going to be this tsunami of cases that we've seen" we then saw the ways that disabled and immunocompromised people were allowed to be the sacrifice to our world's lack of compassion, the baby rabbits that aren't worth the inconvenience.