Better than Wings
Three love poems
Better than Wings I don't know the specific names of birds. I can only describe their size and color. I can't tell the difference between a flicker and a woodpecker. That one at the feeder is maybe a swallow and that one flying above the trees could be a hawk or falcon. A wing is a wing is a wing. But, my love, I do recognize your gait as you walk toward me from fields away. You're the earthen ceremony I've long observed. I could close my eyes and draw by memory your sway, wave, twirl, and curve. Estimated Time of Departure We scoff at the white people who swear they're going to leave the country because of this or that mayhem—because of what the future may or may not portend. We laugh when we see you sweaty expatriates gripping your departure tickets as you board the airplanes because we Indians will always stay and continue to be the children of these rivers no matter who pretends to own them. I swear that Diane and I will become the stand of pines that shatters each and every blade. To Be Continued Through the shop window, a long row of white wedding dresses, worn once then donated and sold at affordable prices. Inside the shop, three women are discussing and debating which dress is the most beautiful and best. The young bride and another young woman who is a sister or best friend, and the older woman who is likely the mother. They are drinking what I assume is sparkling water from plastic flutes. No wine or champagne allowed, nothing that could stain fabric. Listen, listen. Most people still want to get married. Most people still want to have children. We humans are not so different than hummingbirds and brown bears. I'd often dreamed of being a groom during my childhood. And now look at me sharing this house—sharing all of these rooms with my wife and sons. I want my descendants, the grandchildren of my grandchildren, to study the old photographs of my face and see their eyes and nose and hair. I want them to hang family portraits in their homes and say, "That one there with the big chin, he's the tall Indian who loved to write poems."
As a new feature of my Substack, I’ll be including PDFs of my posts if you prefer to download and print them to read. It’s good to have that tangible paper in hand.



Each of the three stirs floods of thought and emotion. Together they almost make me dizzy, and so I’ll just say thank you. And double down on looking forward to having grandkids. And envying your deep ties to place and people.
These poems hit right between the wings.
Also, we can make our posts into PDFS???